find it hard to believe  / Mom

Still not believing it...My life without you is surreal. The split second when I forget is all that motivates me to start another day without you here.

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waiting / Mom

I hear your name whispered on the wind

It's a sound that makes me cry

I hear a song blow again and again

Through my mind

 happiness and love revolve around you

Trying to catch your heart is like trying to catch a star

So many people love you baby that must be what you are

Waiting for a star to fall

carry your heart into my arms

And that's where you belong in my arms baby

Waiting for a star to fall carry your heart into my arms

and that's where you belong in my arms baby

I've learned to feel what I cannot see

I don't know how to dream your dream

So I'm all caught up in the superstition

I want to reach out and pull you to me

Who says I should let a wild one go free ?

Trying to catch your heart is like trying to catch a star

I love you so much and love you from this far

Waiting for a star to fall carry your heart into my arms

And that's where you belong in my arms

waiting for a star to fall carry your heart into my arms

And that's where you belong in my arms 

 Waiting (However long)I don't like waiting It's so hard waiting

Waiting for a star to fall carry your heart into my arms

And that's where you belong in my arms 






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Third Angelversary - we love you  / Mom

This has been the longest month .....we feel you near and yet it seems so long ago when you were here. Three long years have gone by and I somehow manage to get through another day. I have to trust in that you go on.

 

love you forever,

your mom

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rembering when  / Mom

you showed us how to use Google Earth and we were so excited to see our house. We are so lost without you now - no one to show us new things....we miss you. 

We heard about the seven dragonflies at Lauren's - thank you. It was so nice to visit with your "other" family.  I felt you there, felt so nice and homey to be with people that love you as much as we do.

 

 

 

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rembering when  / Mom

you showed us how to use Google Earth and we were so excited to see our house. We are so lost without you now - no one to show us new things....we miss you. 

We heard about the seven dragonflies at Lauren's - thank you. It was so nice to visit with your "other" family.  I felt you there, felt so nice and homey to be with people that love you as much as we do.

 

 

 

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missing you so much  / Mom

Thinking of the time you and Alanna were late coming home from Noni and Papa's and you called to say: "Mom, I'm in Portsmouth"  and I didn't know if you meant Portsmouth, NH or Portsmouth RI.  Wishing to hear your voice, see your smile, feel you pick me up and squeeze me.

 

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I believe  / I Believe Diamond Rio
Every now and then
Soft as breath upon my skin
I feel you come back again
And it's like you haven't been
Gone a moment from my side
Like the tears were never cried
Like the hands of time are holding you and me
And with all my heart I'm sure
We're closer than we ever were
I don't have to hear or see
I've got all the proof I need
There are more than angels watching over me
I believe, oh, I believe

That when you die your life goes on
It doesn't end here when you're gone
Every soul is filled with light
It never ends and if I'm right
Our love can even reach across eternity
I believe, oh, I believe

Forever, you're a part of me
Forever, in the heart of me
I'll hold you even longer if I can
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God cries for the living  / God Cries Diamond Rio
On an icy road one night
A young man loses his life
They marked the shoulder with a cross
An' his family gathers round
On a piece of Hallowed ground
Their hearts are heavy with their loss
As the tears fall from their eyes
There's one who'll always sympathise.

God only cries for the living
'Cause it's the living that are left to carry on
An' all the angels up in Heaven
They're not grieving because they're gone
There's a smile on their faces
'Cause they're in a better place than, mmm, baby, than, oh
God only cries for the living
'Cause it's the living that are so far from home. 

God only cries for the living
'Cause it's the living that are left to carry on
And all the angels up in Heaven
They're not grieving because they're gone
There's a smile on their faces
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2nd Angelversary  / Julie Angel Kyle's Mom (Moms Soul Sister )

Jon,  Though I have never physically met you I feel as though I know so much about you.  I truly hope you were able to be with your family today as they miss you more than words can express. Two years??? how in the heck to you wrap you mind around this? How is it we are still drawing breath when our hearts are so very lonely.  Bud, I hope all you Angels are giving God a run for his money!  Got him saying  "what was I thinking???"  I bet it is just an amazing place filled with all  the beauty of you kids together.   One day we will be all together again, but for now focus on you being our futures and your siblings being our now...... Until we meet. Love and many Hugs. Take care of mom tonight and help her to sleep and maybe fit in a chat.

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Angelversary / Mom

I saw the nest with the baby bird in your tree today - it reminded me of the time you found the nest in the Christmas tree that you picked out at the tree farm.....thank you...

 

love you forever

 

 

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sunset memorial - thursday June 5th 6pm  / Mom Mom (mom)

We will gather together to honor you and all that you mean to us.

 

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Hello.... / Julie Kyle's MOm (Mom's Soul sister )

Jon, Thought I would stop by to say hello and remind you of how very much you are missed by so many. Send mom an amazing sign to let her know that you are always near and that only your physical being left. I know you kids are just as close as always. I know I feel you all from time to time as I know you are together as we moms are.

Your Two year Angelversary is comming to quickly and mom really need to draw strength from your love....a love that is stronger than all eternity.  Joh you are so loved and missed that words cannot describe it.  Mom is an amazing lady and loved by so many, so could you help her through the next couple of weeks???

Love Julie

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Heavenly Birthday wishes  / Julie (Mom's SS )

Jon, Wishing you the best heavenly 21st birthday. I know 21 is an important birthday and I hope all of our Angels gave you the best birthday. I can only imagine the amazing time a birthday in heaven can be. Kyle was always a great gift giver and I know he wouldn't forget his heavenly buddies! Love ya Bud and your family too.

Julie

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On the eve of your 21st Birthday Rememberance  / Mom

I can't believe I'm still breathing without you here - I miss you so much Jon G. I try to live each day for you - minute by minute until we are all together again. I'm going to cook your favorite sausage and potatoes and a chocolate cake -

 

love you forever - my precious boy.

 

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Peace Joy Love  / Mom

To all who took the time to visit Jon's memorial...thank you and ...




May you find peace in the beauty of new fallen snow
May you find comfort and joy in the friends that you know
May the holiday season fill you with love
the greatest gift that was sent from above....



Jon G. -

I'm sending you kisses on snowflakes....

love you,
Mom

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Hey, / Julie Stearns (Moms Soul Sister )
Hey, Jon
   Dropped by to say hello and let you know you are always in my thoughts.  Give mom lots of  info....you know what I mean.  She misses you so very much and it hurts all that much more when families are together and we have Angels in Heaven,  Although proud to be mothers of such special young people we miss you more than words can begin to express.  You certain have one incredible mom and I cherish her so dearly as my friend and Soul Sister.  I hope and believe all you Angels are together as you have brought us and have a beautiful holiday season.  Heaven....I cannon even imagine the wonder during God  birthday.  Love ya bud and bless you alll...... Close

I love you.  / Alanna
Missing you a lot today.  Just had a dream with you in it.  We were at one of our high school dances and I walked into the room and there was your beautiful face, sitting at the table in front of me.  I miss you so much.

I love you forever and ever.
I hope you never forget that.
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Jon / Clair Cruz (Maria's friend )

I never knew you but I do know that you are soooo loved. Your mom is a great woman and I really admire her. I know you are watching over her and the rest of your family. Take good care of her. Bless you forever.

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What a beautiful sign...  / Mom

We miss you so much - thank you for the signs you send us. 

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Special visit  / Mom

Jon G. I hope you liked that Lori and I went to visit Angel Hill.

I Love you forever and ever.

Mom

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